I Triple-dog dare you.....

2002-12-26 8:05 p.m.

All right. I must start off by saying that I had a wonderful Christmas. Being that it was the last Christmas before my parents move to New York, I strangely felt more adult and on my own yesterday than ever before. My kick ass boyfriend knows me so well and got me the best stuff; Cd�s, the special edition Beauty and the Beast dvd and yes, a Hello Kitty dollhouse. Not to mention my parents got me a vacuum and I have never been so excited to go and clean something, and nice black leather boots that I wore to work today and have yet to learn how to navigate while wearing them. Yikes. Being that my little brothers birthday was on the 22nd that meant two family gatherings in one week. Whew. My family is nuts and hard to take at times, John�s a saint for actually enjoying it. My dad actually said he was glad when the Christmas Story marathon ended...and I couldn't help but think, where the hell did I come from?? For those of you who actually read my entry that I posted on the 23rd bitching incessantly about someone I don�t care for�. I deleted it. The short version�really. �When we all met this girl was my boss, she had known my boyfriend for a year previous and I was the �new girl� that isn�t the case anymore and I think that pisses her off. I really believe she doesn�t realize how much John and I care for each other, which is why some of the shit she says is even an issue to me. As much as I hate to say it, we are just never going to be �friends��. Being civil and mature, that is a different story, I was all for that when she called as she was getting into town, and when she didn�t sputter anything but �Is John there?� I just bit my tongue�. I�ll be the bigger person here. Funny I find it less disturbing to help my boyfriend pick out porn dvd�s than to hear Kim is in town and wants to hang out�. but I realized that I can�t feel guilty about this, I�m a good person, I care about people, though I rant and rave about stupid people and chicks I would never in a million years be just rude to someone�s face�. after all this is a diary�. And besides�. look what he emailed me today�

I promise to talk about you a bunch and tell her how wonderful you are and how awesome the sex is and how we are going to get married soon! I LOVE YOU!!!

Oh yeah and I read that Linkin Park�s new cd is due out in March and they will be touring shortly after�. Insert Sara�s happy dance here� :)

Hey!! Catch Up On Your Reading...

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